Foggy
It’s foggy, or smoky
Perhaps it’s smog
No one’s surprised by that
You can look straight into the sun, floating
Like the moon in ashen clouds
No one’s surprised by that
This morning is no different from other mornings
Yesterday and tomorrow are pretty much the same
No one’s surprised by that
Even on a clear day I can't see roadside trees and flowers clearly
Even if I see them I don’t remember them
Even if I remember them I can’t write about them
If I’m not surprised by that, then
No one else’ll be surprised by that
Easier to muddle through life than to muddle through one thing
Easier to cope with the world than with one person
More knee-jerk reactions, fewer far-sighted actions
I cut through this fog-blanketed city
Cannily avoiding traffic
—October 30th, 2009
Walking and Looking
Go down, take a walk
Go around, take a look
Get a few things done
Look at the vast cityscape
Take a look at those trees
Take a look at the sky
Look at the city criss-crossed with streets
Vehicles flying past
Take a look at people, take a look at dogs
Take a look at people walking their dogs
People wearing clothes, that’s normal
Dogs wearing clothes, that’s quite different
Take a look at shops
A feast for the eyes
Take a look at bookshops
As a writer they make me despair
Take a look at skyscrapers
Take a look at flyovers
Take a look at construction sites and kids
Alive and dead, all growing
If there’s a nerve left in your body
Take a few more looks at girls
I want time to stand still
It looks, tastes and smells perfect
Go down, take a walk
Go around, take a look
Finally, stare fiercely at your watch
The illusion’s gone in an instant
—December 4th, 2009
A Crackle of Bangers
A crackle of bangers expands space
Fireworks erupt, decorating the skies
Our beloved mother has gone
And this splendid celebration feels strange
Dying, the dead expand space
Missing them, the living decorate the skies
I stand on the veranda silently smoking
The new city square deserted
Walk away
Two old–time people down new-world streets
A future rolled out by glittering lights
As if the sun had been extinguished yesterday
The wind wafts river smells
Explosions of fragrant mud
Emptiness receives me in its embrace
Mysterious kindness opening like a wintersweet flower
Walk away
Who bequeathed us this world, as they bequeathed us to it?
Who traded old for new, rewrote this New Year?
A crackle of bangers expands space
From here on we are more intimate with death
—February 8th, 2011